Gerbil's Journals

finally happy

i met this girl bout january feb and weve been dating since and shes j simply amazing! her name is Christen<3 so yea im finally happy

i have a ton of drama goin on but idc bitches can be jealous!-lol-

well its late

PeaceLoveCupcakes

-Rain-

my life since ive been gone

i know i haven't been on here in a long long time. ive been on myspace and myyearbook. nothing really has happend be tween me and demi we almost got into a fight a while back but now we hardly notice each other i nthe hall, unless she wants something from me. i dated her best friend Jacque Kappus, i kno that seems pretty horable but i didnt really think anything of it. it didnt last long any way we dated for a week she dumped me we dated again for a week and 1/2 them she dumped me. but she did buy me a dozen roses for Val day even tho we weren't together. im currently single and im lookingfor a gilr thats not gonna hurt me like my past relationships:] if ur intrested j let me kno-lol-

im currently writing a book on everything demi has put me thro and i cant wait to finish it:]

well thats pretty much it for today:]

PeaceLoveCupcakes

Demi

I took Demi back and now we are so much in love <3 she praposed to me! i said yes! so maybe after collge or somethin we are gettin married! i cant believe it! most of my friends were either shocked or pissed off i even had one of my best friends leave me but oh well i know who my true friends are.

im so happy!

liar,liar,Demi is a fuckin liar,liar!!!!!!!!!

so ummm yeah my g/f broke up w/ me a day b4 it was our one month over the internet! then she begs me to take her bac and i did b/c i feel in love w/ her then 2 weex l8er she cheats on me then breaks up w/ me THEN she come 2 me sayin she fucked up and w/e i took her back again then she tells me she loves me more than ill ever know but the next day she says she needs space and dumps me!!! yeah she needs space alright thats y shes all over pracilla and ray uugghhh im still so very much in love w/ her i just cant believe she did that!!!!!! sh waz the first person ive ever told them i love them plusshe waz my fist girl kiss.........i dunno wat 2 do w/ my life now.........

Demi

my hearts Desire
her Eternal kiss
her Magical touch
demi is my Iriplaceable love

hey everybody well to whom ever actually reads my stuff

ne way i have a new g/f her name is Demi!!!! shes gorgoues,smart,funny,and totally understands me! we have been dating for like 20 days now...im so happy!! i can't wait to go back to school to see her!!

well i gotta go

peace, love, and cupcakes

-Rain-

MY regrets

i regret cutting

i regret thinking of suicide

i regret dreaming

i regret crying

i reget hopeing

i regret wonderng

i regret stressing

i regret the pain i caused my self

i regret the pain i caused her

but the one thing ill never regret is loveing her

but she is my best friend and thats all she is i need to except that we'll never be anything else because

she regrets loveing me.

xtylerxxemox

xtylerxxemox was and still is my best friend. ill love him and miss him with all my heart and soul. ive shed so miny tears for him, but it hurts more that he dosent know how i feel about him. i love him so much it scares me! i didnt even get to say good bye!! its not fair i keep loseing everybody! tyler i love you so much i hope when its my time to go your the angel lifting me to heaven.

i love you

THIS IS THE GREATEST JOURNAL EVER!!!!!! XD

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cool huh?

i love this lil emo!

OMFBLMAO!!!!

DANCE PARTY!

rainbow monkey!!

END OF PARTY! :(

random!!!!!!

this is very random! but so am i!!!! my bff (fumbleberries) were walking down our school hallway and we were singing..."nuna,nuna,nuna,nuna,nuna,nuna,nuna,nuna...WONDERBREAD!!" so flubing random!!!!!!!! if u haven't added her u should! she is the best! her and stumpluver are so awsome!!!!

well im all hypered out!!!

peace out!

Bleeding Roses

Bleeding roses on the wall. Blood dripping to the floor.

Can anyone hear me, anyone hear me? i scream no one hears me, no one hears me.

Why can't you hear me? Bleeding roses on the wall blood dripping to the floor.